Do What You Love and Love What You Do...

~Life's to short, Let's get to livin it!~

Brooks and Dunn summed it up nicely, and at this point in life I want to let my hair down, turn the music up, and not be at a sucky job that I feel is leading me nowhere. I have decided that it's not worth my sanity, my health, my social life, my family...basically my life in general at this point. I don't want to be working at a job just because I need a job at this point. The thought of spending one more day doing something I hate, having to physically drag myself out of bed in the morning not because I'm tired but because I just can't make my brain wrap around the thought of spending one more hour at that place, is making me more stressed than anything else in my life at this point, which is sad.

I can't stand listening to one more person lie to me and I have no choice but to let them do it and continue to do my job. I can't wait to find a job that allows me to actually help people, allows me to make a difference in someone's life instead of making people mad at me for doing what my job makes me do instead of what is sometimes the right thing to do. I wasn't put here for this, I didn't spend 4 years at college learning all the knowledge I could cram into my brain just to do something that has nothing to do with the things I'm passionate about. I want more than anything to be a teacher, to make a difference in a child's life. I look up to the teachers I had in high school, who showed me how you can make such an impression on someone just by relating to them in a way that brings out the desires and passions for learning something, whether it be math, ag, music, or a multitude of subjects. I gained such a passion for agriculture, for how much our lives are impacted by agriculture and how there would be no life if it weren't for agriculture. I gained such a passion for public speaking, for team-building and working with others, and for helping others learn...it made me see that it's what I want to do in life and I intend on doing so as soon as is possible.

Moral: Don't do something that doesn't make you happy just to have money. Money can't buy you happiness, and for the people who say it can...they are too materialistic to know true happiness.